My Grandad. On the days i am feeling low I think of you and what you would say. You would tell me to keep my head up and keep going and that is what I do and it is always for you. I find most days hard longing for a last chat and cuddle with you because I still fight with my thoughts as to why you was taken like you were and how so much could of been done to help you but they gave up. Please look down on me and smile so I know you are proud of the choices I am making. I miss you so much and just wish you was here to guide me like you always did, you always knew what was best and what was the right thing to do. My head and my heart still cannot let go the way you left but I will love you forever. My DayDay xxx